Thursday, May 22, 2014

Reclaiming an old friend

Fae Kreations has sat defunct for quite a while. I got disheartened with life, eventually, I tried to open a new blog (and FB page, Etsy store, etc) and for whatever reason, could never really make a go of things.

I've missed blogging. I always do.

I used to laugh and call it free therapy, but it really is.

Life has changed a lot since I was last here. Draco did get that new job and we got our camper, but we ended up staying where we were and the new job just didn't work out.

In my depressed state, trying to relaunch the business proved to be too much, and that, too, has sat defunct.

On March 5th, Witchlet gave birth to my one and only grandchild. She's two and a half months old now and the light of my life.

Mother's Day was hard. Draco took a picture of me and my girls and I saw myself realistically for the first time in years. I did not like what I saw.

Yesterday would have been Mom's sixty-first birthday and it hit me hard. Harder than it makes sense that it would, considering our relationship, but I think now that a lot of it was about regrets. Regret that I never convinced her that I'm capable of running my own life and that I was someone to be proud of.

June 13th will be the two year anniversary of her passing. I'm hoping I'll be able to get through that better than yesterday.

I'm going to try to start my life over. They say it's never too late and I'm going to test that theory.

That's all for now, but you'll be hearing from me again soon.


Fae Moon

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